when you’d tell me that you had everything you had wished for when it was 11:11…
going to the Art museum on free day
the way you smelled like smoke and the expensive cologne I’d get you free samples of.
the way you’d look at me from across the room and wink, like I was on your mind.
driving around and singing stupid songs
going to Cherry Berry (Chairwee Bearwee)
talking like babies, all the time.
waiting on you to run back into your house - because, you’d always forget something…
writing each other notes back & forth, even though we had phones
dream house shopping with you
cuddling and watching every season of South Park (we had the very last season left - then we’d be through all of them).
fighting over something, then talking like babies to get out of trouble with each other.
the long talks we had about anything we could think of
planning trips with all of the imaginary money we had.
going to look at puppies, because we wanted one of our own.
acting like we were married when we went to look at furniture
going to the bookstore on a Friday night
going on bike rides
finding just about anything to do, for free.
your hands, smile & laugh…
the scar right by your eye.
the way you wore your socks inside out…
when you’d get mad at me for taking too long when I’d get ready
shooting photos with you
hearing you play guitar
having you lay in my bed, while I show you all of my new clothes.
you noticing when I was wearing something new…
the way you’d make me wear the perfume you bought for me (even though it wasn’t in season).
taking pictures of each other - everyday. I have over 5,000!
I will miss everything about you. I will especially miss the way that you made me feel beautiful everyday, even when I wasn’t looking cute or feeling well. There was something so genuine about the compliments you’d give me… It breaks my heart that you had so much support and you still felt the way you did. Now, I have a guardian angel… Hopefully you have a computer in heaven! Until next time…